Way to start the morning....

I checked my bank account this morning and my unemployment wasn't deposited. So I go look on the website and nothing is said. Last week my year was up so I thought I had to file a new claim, but said no and to work off the old claim. So that's what I did. Now this week because I didn't get paid, I went back and tried to follow a new claim and now it let me. I would have done that on Sunday when I filed a claim through my old one. I hope they approve it. It said that I still have money available. If not we are completely screwed. My unemployment gives us about $900 a month. I can't put TJ in daycare (He is not the easiest child and he still has some issues) so I would have to find something either later in the day so maybe Jay could watch him until Tommy got home, or after Tommy got home from work. And I don't think I have the strength to physically or mentally do that. I don't get enough sleep as it is to function normally at home, how will I do that at a job. I would have to take care of him all day, and then go to work. I know plenty of people do that, but I don't think I could. I don't mentally function well without sleep. Without my unemployment, we probably wont even have enough to pay our bills. We will be cutting back big time on everything. Let's just add more stress to my already stressful life. Woo fucking hooooo!