There is so much I want to tell you, but I'm sure you already know because I know you watch over me. I wish so badly that you could meet TJ. You would love him and he would love you. I miss you the most around the holidays. Especially Christmas. I would wake you up really early, before you would even get dressed, and make you come down and open presents. You never complained, no matter how early. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I wish you were at my baby shower and there when TJ was born and for all of his 1st's. I miss you terribly and wish I could just talk to you for a second. Until we meet again.