Working mom?

Not for me!! I haven't even left the house yet and I am having anxiety about leaving him today. Thank god it is only for two days.  I don't know how people do it. I understand some have to it, and others have careers, but I never wanted to be a stay at home mom, and sometimes I go crazy, but I can't imagine leaving him all day with someone else. At least not yet anyway. He doesn't even have teeth yet!! And he is just starting to walk. I get to be there for all his firsts. Not anyone else. ME! I don't give a shit what anyone else says or thinks. I have the option for now to stay home with him, and that's exactly what I am going to do. Well, not today or tomorrow, but every day after that. Until he starts school anyway. Maybe before. We will see what happens by then. Guess I have to go finish getting ready for "work" before he gets up. This should be a fun day! I am actually kind of excited. Off I go delivering flowers!